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ANUL NEWTON 2060 <\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

Roman \u2013 fragmente<\/span><\/p>\n

Sunt, de asemeni, bucuros \u015fi fericit c\u0103 dintre to\u021bi colegii \u015fi prietenii mei,\u00a0tu ai reu\u015fit s\u0103-\u021bi controlezi destinul<\/strong><\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Continuare:<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2026ascultau \u00ab\u00a0Vltava\u00a0\u00bb.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Viktor era plecat de ani buni peste m\u0103ri \u015fi \u0163\u0103ri. Cu c\u00e2tva timp \u00een urm\u0103 \u00eel \u00eentreb\u0103 pe Daniel, prin telefon, ce \u015ftie despre Victor.\u00a0 Fuseser\u0103 profesori la aceea\u015fi institu\u0163ie de \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2nt. Umbra lui Victor \u00eei b\u00e2ntuia pe mul\u0163i.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Drag\u0103 Viktor,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cencep prin a te ruga s\u0103 nu te superi pe mine c\u0103 am \u00eent\u00eerziat cu aceast\u0103 scrisoare dar te rog s\u0103 \u00een\u021belegi c\u0103 la noi, aici, lucrurile de obicei sunt \u00eent\u00e2rziate.\u00a0 Motivele le \u015ftii tu prea bine!<\/span><\/p>\n

Viktor, \u00een primul r\u00e2nd vreau s\u0103-\u021bi mul\u021bumesc din tot sufletul c\u0103 \u021bi-ai amintit de mine, \u015fi mai ales c\u0103 m-ai ajutat material, lucru care nu s-a mai \u00eent\u00e2mplat p\u00e2n\u0103 acum.\u00a0 Sunt, de asemeni, bucuros \u015fi fericit c\u0103 dintre to\u021bi colegii \u015fi prietenii mei, tu ai reu\u015fit s\u0103-\u021bi controlezi destinul.\u00a0 \u015etiam c\u0103 e\u015fti capabil de aceast\u0103 performan\u021b\u0103, dar nu credeam c\u0103 po\u021bi s-o realizezi.\u00a0 Din acest punct de vedere, toat\u0103 stima pentru tine. Sigur c\u0103-\u0163i meri\u0163i numele de campion, cuceritor, victorios.<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0103 \u00eentrebai de Victor. \u00cen ultimul timp nu mai \u015ftiu nimic despre Victor. Mai de mult auzisem c\u0103 \u00eencercase s\u0103 fug\u0103 din \u0163ar\u0103. Nu \u015ftiu dac\u0103 reu\u015fit.<\/span><\/p>\n

Drag\u0103 Viktor, eu nu \u015ftiu mai nimic despre munca ta de acolo, dar sunt sigur c\u0103 prin voin\u0163a ta ai reu\u015fit s\u0103 te adaptezi lumii \u00een care tr\u0103ie\u015fti acum.\u00a0 Eu, Daniel, cel care m\u0103 consider prietenul t\u0103u, sunt m\u00e2ndru c\u0103 tu ai dus pe alte meleaguri sufletul \u015fi spiritul rom\u00e2nesc. Acum, s\u0103 m\u0103 ier\u021bi, o s\u0103-\u021bi spun ceva despre mine, sau despre noi.\u00a0 Am \u00eemplinit 66 de ani, sunt pensionar din anul 1997, am pensia de 100 dolari, iar so\u021bia mea care a fost pensionat\u0103 medical are 40 de dolari lunar.\u00a0 Aceste \u0348\u201euria\u015fe sume\u201d folosesc la \u00eentre\u021binerea unei familii de 3 persoane.\u00a0 A\u015fa c\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi dai seama c\u00e2t de generos a fost ajutorul t\u0103u. Aceasta \u0163i-o spun \u015fi pentru c\u0103 \u00een acest timp voi fi nevoit s\u0103 schimb bateria de la stimulatorul cardiac.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cen rest ce s\u0103-\u021bi spun! Din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd mai ascult muzic\u0103, mai ales Enescu, Brahms, Beethoven \u00a0iar mai recent, \u00een urma comunic\u0103rii dintre noi, am ascultat poemul Vltava-Smetana, despre care \u015ftiu c\u0103-\u021bi place at\u00e2t de mult.\u00a0 Ce s\u0103-\u021bi mai spun, din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd m\u0103 mai \u00eent\u00e2lnesc cu Nicu, Costic\u0103, Ovidiu \u015fi cam at\u00e2t!\u00a0 \u00cencolo, ne lupt\u0103m cu via\u021ba a\u015fa cum este ea, cu bolile care vin odat\u0103 cu b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u021bea, dar nu vreau s\u0103 te \u00eentristez cu necazurile noastre.<\/span><\/p>\n

Drag\u0103 Viktor, \u00een speran\u021ba c\u0103 tu o s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00een\u021belegi, eu \u00ee\u021bi trimit o poezie scris\u0103 \u00eenainte de a pleca tu, ca s\u0103-\u021bi aduci aminte de timpul petrecut \u00eempreun\u0103 \u015fi de discu\u021biile noastre.\u00a0 S\u0103 m\u0103 ier\u021bi dac\u0103 tonul ei este mai pesimist, dar tu \u015ftii c\u0103 a\u015fa este firea mea.<\/span><\/p>\n

A\u015ftept cu ner\u0103bdare s\u0103-mi scrii, dac\u0103 bine\u00een\u021beles ai timp, ca s\u0103 nu mai cheltuie\u015fti at\u00e2\u021bia bani pe telefon, dar mai ales a\u015f vrea s\u0103 te v\u0103d, \u015fi s\u0103 avem o sear\u0103 superb\u0103 ca pe vremuri.\u00a0 Viktor, am speran\u021ba c\u0103 ceva din fiin\u021ba mea a ajuns la tine.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Cu dragoste \u015fi respect,<\/span><\/p>\n

Al t\u0103u prieten,<\/span><\/p>\n

Daniel<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

P.S. \u00a0\u201eEu nu tr\u0103iesc doar din amintiri,\u201d g\u00e2ndi Viktor \u00een timp ce citea scrisoarea. \u201eTocmai ce am trimis reclama colegiului meu de matematic\u0103 \u015fi fizic\u0103 la publicat la un ziar din New York.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u00a0Veni \u015fi momentul reparti\u021biei cu alte emo\u021bii.\u00a0 Unde voi nimeri? se-ntreba Victor.\u00a0 Oare va fi un post de profesor \u00een ora\u015ful de la malul m\u0103rii?\u00a0 Fusese.\u00a0 Reparti\u021bia se desf\u0103\u015furase pe \u021bar\u0103. Cu media lui mare de absolvire, \u00eel luase. Acum toate acestea trecuser\u0103.\u00a0 Profesa la un liceu \u00een ora\u015f, de fapt de la marginea ora\u015fului.\u00a0 Multe evenimente \u00eel \u00eencercaser\u0103 \u00een scurt timp.\u00a0 Sim\u021bea pe deplin trecerea timpului care nu mai \u00eenc\u0103pea \u00een concept.\u00a0 Avea nevoia fluviului la c\u00e2mpie.\u00a0 Apoi, \u015fcoala de ofi\u0163eri de armat\u0103, alt timp venit \u015fi plecat.\u00a0 Doar de c\u00e2teva luni, dar nu-i u\u015for s\u0103 fii \u00eenregimentat. Victor era un liber g\u00e2nditor. Toate necesare, dar nu mai g\u0103sea timp s\u0103 se ocupe de via\u021ba lui. \u00a0Uneori \u00eencerca s\u0103-\u015fi proiecteze viitorul, cel pu\u021bin cel apropriat.\u00a0 Acum putea s\u0103 se g\u00e2ndeasc\u0103 \u015fi la o c\u0103s\u0103torie.\u00a0 Nu se gr\u0103bea, \u015ftiind c\u0103 va veni \u015fi aceasta.\u00a0 Venise prima lui prim\u0103var\u0103 mai lini\u015ftit\u0103 de c\u00e2nd intrase \u00een r\u00e2ndul oamenilor cu un rost.\u00a0 Era t\u00e2n\u0103r, era profesor \u015fi avea un servici pe c\u00e2t se putea de sigur.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cei veni \u00een minte seara precedent\u0103, petrecut\u0103 cu Ana la invita\u021bia ei.\u00a0 Trebuie c\u0103 este singur\u0103 de n-a avut cine s-o-nso\u021beasc\u0103 la nunt\u0103 sau poate n-a vrut s\u0103 mearg\u0103 cu cineva cunoscut.\u00a0 O v\u0103zuse mereu singur\u0103.\u00a0 \u201eS\u0103 fi preferat singur\u0103tatea?\u00a0 Ce motive ar fi avut?\u201d\u00a0 se-ntreba Victor.\u00a0 Trebuia s\u0103-n\u021beleag\u0103 ce se-nt\u00e2mpl\u0103 cu ea \u00eenainte de-a face un alt pas.\u00a0 \u00cei trebuia o ipotez\u0103 de lucru, un scenariu.\u00a0 Era prea t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 poat\u0103 renun\u021ba la compania, chiar prietenia unui b\u0103rbat.\u00a0 A\u015fa credea el c\u0103-i normal.\u00a0 A\u015fa fusese de c\u00e2nd lumea.\u00a0 S\u0103 ai pe cineva l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine cu care s\u0103 te po\u021bi \u00een\u021belege.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Uneori femeile fac c\u00e2te un fleurt sau invit\u0103 un b\u0103rbat la o plimbare romantic\u0103 doar pentru a pedepsi un alt b\u0103rbat sau cine \u015ftie ce alte motive.\u00a0 Victor, pe c\u00e2t \u00eel ducea judecata \u015fi experien\u021ba de via\u021b\u0103 avut\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci, nu concepea un comportament al femeii cu mult diferit de cel al b\u0103rbatului.\u00a0 Tr\u0103iesc \u00een aceea\u015fi societate, au acelea\u015fi interese \u015fi-apoi via\u021ba-i f\u0103cut\u0103 s-o duci \u00een doi.\u00a0 Nu i se p\u0103ruse c\u0103 Ana urm\u0103rise ceva deosebit prin \u00eendr\u0103zneala ei. Poate nici n-a fost \u00eendr\u0103zneal\u0103.\u00a0 La un moment dat, \u00een timpul dansului, fusese chiar emo\u021bionat\u0103.\u00a0 Poate \u015fi-n alte momente.\u00a0 Ah! Da.\u00a0 C\u00e2nd \u00eel invitase \u015fi poate\u2026 La sf\u00e2r\u015fitul \u00eent\u00e2lnirii, \u00eens\u0103, fusese destul de categoric\u0103.\u00a0 De remarcat c\u0103 tot timpul s-a scuzat.\u00a0 Ce-o fi avut de ascuns aceast\u0103 femeie?\u00a0 Secretul trebuia c\u0103utat undeva, \u00een trecutul ei.\u00a0 Ce-ar fi s\u0103-o invite la o plimbare?\u00a0 Ana nu p\u0103rea legat\u0103 de cineva anume. Nici el nu era \u201eocupat.\u201d\u00a0 C\u00e2te-o rela\u021bie sporadic\u0103 mai avea, dar nu-l \u00eenc\u00e2nta, mai ales de c\u00e2nd fusese din nou dezam\u0103git.\u00a0 E groaznic c\u00e2nd ceea ce crezi c\u0103 se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla, c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u021bi formezi ni\u015fte imagini \u015fi o anumit\u0103 stabilitate \u00eentr-o rela\u021bie \u015fi speran\u0163e, concretul vine s\u0103 \u021bi le d\u0103r\u00e2me f\u0103r\u0103 drept de apel.\u00a0 Toat\u0103 via\u021ba \u00eenve\u021bi.\u00a0 Nu era mul\u021bumit s\u0103-\u015fi motiveze via\u021ba cu slogane. Avea nevoie de explica\u021bii.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nu mai alerga sau poate niciodat\u0103 nu alergase dup\u0103 cuceriri f\u0103r\u0103 nicio \u015fans\u0103 de rezisten\u021b\u0103.\u00a0 Rela\u021biile u\u015foare sunt distrac\u021bii periculoase.\u00a0 El dorea s\u0103-n\u021beleag\u0103 ce se petrece cu el, cu ceilal\u021bi, \u00een intimitatea fiin\u021bei.\u00a0 Studia \u015fi avea nevoie de o asemenea \u00een\u021belegere pentru a se feri de necazurile ce i se pot aduce ca \u015fi cele ce ar fi putut s\u0103 le provoace.\u00a0 A\u015fa \u00een\u021belegea el umanitatea sau mila comportamental\u0103.\u00a0 \u201eMi-e mil\u0103 de tine. Mi-e mil\u0103 de mine.\u201d Aceste formule verbale exprim\u0103 dorin\u021ba de a nu face r\u0103u.\u00a0 Trebuie \u00eenv\u0103\u021b\u0103tur\u0103. Categoric, nimic f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021b\u0103tur\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00cenv\u0103\u021b\u0103tura moral\u0103 este mama \u00een\u021belepciunii.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eCum adic\u0103 moral\u0103?\u201d \u00eentreab\u0103 studen\u0163ii.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eAdic\u0103 ceea ce \u00eenve\u0163i folose\u015fte pentru facerea de bine pentru tine \u015fi cei din jurul t\u0103u.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eHm!\u201d f\u0103cu un t\u00e2n\u0103r. \u201cPute\u0163i s\u0103-mi da\u0163i un examplu?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eBine-\u00een\u0163eles. Un om fl\u0103m\u00e2nd poate fi hr\u0103nit pentru o zi cu un pe\u015fte d\u0103ruit. \u00cenva\u0163\u0103-l s\u0103 pescuiasc\u0103 \u015fi se va putea hr\u0103ni toat\u0103 via\u0163a.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eHm!\u201d mai f\u0103cu t\u00e2n\u0103rul.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

Ana \u00eensemna o bun\u0103 ocazie.\u00a0 S\u0103 stea de vorb\u0103 cu ea.\u00a0 S\u0103-i \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u015fesc\u0103 unele g\u00e2nduri \u015fi convingeri.\u00a0 E doar absolvent\u0103 de facultatea de drept.\u00a0 Trebuia s\u0103 aib\u0103 mai mult\u0103 experien\u021b\u0103.\u00a0 Mar\u021bi aveau din nou ore \u00eempreun\u0103.\u00a0 De data aceasta venea el cu propunerea, nu \u00eenainte de a vedea ce atitudine va avea ea la urm\u0103toarea \u00eent\u00e2lnire.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ana nici nu b\u0103nuia ce interes c\u0103p\u0103t\u0103 pentru Victor.\u00a0 \u00cei veni \u015fi ei \u00een minte seara trecut\u0103.\u00a0 Totu\u015fi ocoli s\u0103 intre \u00een am\u0103nunte. Ce rost ar fi avut?\u00a0 Ea era mai \u00een v\u00e2rst\u0103, avea un copil \u015fi se sim\u021bea bine acas\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 mama ei.\u00a0 De-abia se lini\u015ftise dup\u0103 ani de suferin\u021b\u0103.\u00a0 Alergase nebun\u0103 pe str\u0103zi \u00een halul \u00een care o adusese Geo, fostul ei so\u021b, dar nu era bine s\u0103-\u015fi aminteasc\u0103 nici de trecut.\u00a0 \u00ce\u015fi tr\u0103ia prezentul \u015fi respingea cu totul orice propunere, chiar de c\u0103s\u0103torie, propuneri pe care le primise.\u00a0 O femeie la v\u00e2rsta ei, bine situat\u0103 \u015fi cuminte cum o \u015ftiau to\u021bi, afar\u0103 de c\u00e2teva guri rele, nu putea trece neobservat\u0103.\u00a0 Atr\u0103gea b\u0103rba\u021bii.\u00a0 Chiar \u015fi femeile o invidiau.\u00a0 Sanda, prietena ei, deseori o \u00eendemna s\u0103-\u015fi fac\u0103 un prieten dac\u0103 nu vrea s\u0103 se m\u0103rite. Mai \u00eent\u00e2i trebuie s\u0103 divor\u021bez, r\u0103spundea ea glumind.\u00a0 \u00centr-o zi a f\u0103cut-o. A divor\u021bat.\u00a0 De fapt Sanda \u00eei suger\u0103 \u015fi conec\u021bia cu Victor.\u00a0 Ea \u015fi-ar fi dorit altceva, cu totul \u015fi cu totul altceva.\u00a0 Nu \u015ftia exact ce, nu avea un model definit, dar \u00een niciun caz nu ce \u00eent\u00e2lnise p\u00e2n\u0103 acum.\u00a0 \u015etia c\u0103 dorin\u021bele sunt iele, nu le po\u021bi vedea, nu le po\u021bi prinde.\u00a0 Ele joac\u0103 \u015fi te joac\u0103. A\u015fa-i spunea tat\u0103l ei vitreg pe cale-l iubise foarte mult.\u00a0 \u00cei sim\u021bea foarte mult lipsa.\u00a0 Murise \u00een timpul facult\u0103\u021bii ei. Lucrase la minele de uranium. Era un om \u00eenzestrat cu har \u015fi mult umor.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd se-nt\u00e2mpla s\u0103 guste pu\u021bin vin, duminica acas\u0103, dup\u0103 slujba de la biseric\u0103, ca de obicei, fa\u021ba i se schimonosea. Ar\u0103ta ca dup\u0103 ceva teribil.\u00a0 El nu sc\u0103pa ocazia s\u0103 spun\u0103 \u00een gura mare, \u201e\u00cear a b\u0103ut pisica o\u021bet!\u201d\u00a0 \u00cezbucneau cu to\u021bii \u00een r\u00e2s, tat\u0103l, mama, ea \u015fi sora cea mic\u0103.\u00a0 Ea era elev\u0103 de liceu \u015fi cea mic\u0103 era la gr\u0103dini\u021b\u0103.\u00a0 Atunci, erau o familie s\u0103rac\u0103, dar unit\u0103 \u015fi plin\u0103 de via\u021b\u0103.\u00a0 \u00cembr\u0103c\u0103minte mult\u0103 \u015fi deosebit\u0103 nu avea, dar era foarte m\u00e2ndr\u0103 de sarafanul albastru \u00eenchis, uniforma de la \u015fcoala ei din Transilvania, din mijlocul mun\u0163ilor Apuseni.\u00a0 Acum avea conversa\u021bii lungi cu Sanda despre ultimele apari\u021bii de mod\u0103. Urm\u0103rea moda francez\u0103, dar \u015fi cea german\u0103 prin Neckerman. Parfumurile franceze nu-i lipseau. Prefera Marie Claire. \u00ce\u015fi f\u0103cea cadouri sau primea cadouri nu mai de la femei cu creme de fa\u0163\u0103, de piele ca \u015fi sticulu\u0163e scumpe de parfum. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

De teama de a nu intra \u00een situa\u021bii penibile cu vreo rela\u021bie, \u00ee\u015fi \u021binea dorin\u021bele \u00eenchise \u00een c\u0103m\u0103ru\u021bele sufletului \u015fi din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd le d\u0103dea fr\u00e2u liber la culcare s\u0103 colinde locuri necunoscute \u015fi s\u0103 cunoasc\u0103 fiin\u021be nev\u0103zute p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci.\u00a0 Asta se-nt\u00e2mpla uneori \u00een timp ce-l privea pe Paul dormind sau dup\u0103 ce stingea lumina.\u00a0 \u0162inea ochii deschi\u015fi \u00een \u00eentuneric p\u00e2n\u0103 ce adormea vis\u00e2nd la c\u00e2te \u015fi mai c\u00e2te. Visa \u015fi \u00een timpul somnului, dar de cele mai multe ori nu-\u015fi aducea aminte.\u00a0 De fapt nici n-avea timp s\u0103-\u015fi aminteasc\u0103 visele.\u00a0 Diminea\u021ba era toat\u0103 o alerg\u0103tur\u0103.\u00a0 St\u0103tea p\u00e2n\u0103-n ultimul moment \u00een pat \u015fi-apoi \u00eencepea graba s\u0103-l preg\u0103teasc\u0103 pe Paul pentru \u015fcoal\u0103 \u015fi ea\u00a0 s\u0103 se preg\u0103teasc\u0103 pentru servici. E-adev\u0103rat c-o ajuta \u015fi mama ei, dar erau multe de f\u0103cut.\u00a0 Cu ochii \u00eenc\u0103 somnoro\u015fi s\u0103rea \u00een ma\u015fin\u0103 \u015fi alerga la servici s\u0103 prind\u0103 condica la semnat.\u00a0 \u00cen func\u021bia ei de jurist consult la o cooperativ\u0103 de consum nu ar fi avut mari probleme cu condica, dar era mai bine s\u0103 nu-\u015fi fac\u0103 obliga\u021bii, chiar dac\u0103 mult\u0103 lume avea nevoie de ea.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cen fuga dimine\u021bii, toat\u0103 p\u00e2nza de paianj\u0103n \u021besut\u0103 cu grij\u0103 noaptea din visele ei treze \u015fi adormite disp\u0103rea, nu ca prin farmec, ci sub impulsul celor at\u00e2t de necesare vie\u021bii de zi cu zi.\u00a0 Frumoasele basme \u015fi legende rom\u00e2ne\u015fti urmau s\u0103 se-nfiripe, poate, noaptea urm\u0103toare.\u00a0 \u00cenfiriparea se f\u0103cea \u00een \u00eensingurare.\u00a0 Se obi\u015fnuise cu rutina zilnic\u0103 \u015fi nici nu se putea vedea altfel.\u00a0 Muncea mult \u015fi nu numai la servici.\u00a0 To\u021bi cei care-i cereau ajutorul, \u015fi erau destui, li-l oferea cu pl\u0103cere \u015fi se lupta pentru ei.\u00a0 Unii chiar o numeau \u201emama r\u0103ni\u021bilor.\u201d\u00a0 Sub acest aspect, era intr-adev\u0103r o femeie de care te puteai u\u015for \u00eendr\u0103gosti.\u00a0 La prima vedere ai fi crezut c\u0103 cel cu care f\u0103cuse copilul trebuia s\u0103 fie un om foarte r\u0103u, un monstru, s\u0103 fac\u0103 s\u0103 sufere aceast\u0103 fiin\u021b\u0103 minunat\u0103. Uneori, \u00een alerg\u0103tura ei d\u0103ruit\u0103, Ana uita chiar \u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce.\u00a0 \u00ce\u015fi aducea aminte c\u0103, de multe ori plec\u00e2nd de la servici \u00een ora\u015f s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce, nimerise prin alt\u0103 parte pentru interesele altora, uit\u00e2nd de m\u00e2ncare.\u00a0 Fusese bolnav\u0103 de ulcer de dou\u0103 ori.\u00a0 To\u021bi medicii erau de acord c\u0103-i din cauza sup\u0103r\u0103rilor.\u00a0 Se-ngrijise \u00een primul r\u00e2nd prin \u00eenl\u0103turarea cauzelor sup\u0103r\u0103rii.\u00a0 Ea nici nu dorise s\u0103 se c\u0103s\u0103toreasc\u0103 sau cel pu\u021bin nu a\u015fa de repede.\u00a0 Evenimentul se petrecuse la scurt timp dup\u0103 terminarea facult\u0103\u021bii \u015fi intrarea \u00een servici, acela\u015fi ce continua s\u0103-l aib\u0103. Mama ei nu mai prididise cu sfaturile.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eS\u0103 te m\u0103ri\u021bi. S\u0103 fii \u015fi tu \u00een r\u00e2nd cu lumea. A\u015fa-i st\u0103 bine unei fete ajunse la v\u00e2rsta ta.\u201d\u00a0 S-a m\u0103ritat \u015fi uite ce s-nt\u00e2mplat.\u00a0 Ar fi vrut mai degrab\u0103 s\u0103 mai studieze, poate \u00eenc-o facultate, s\u0103 fac\u0103 sport, s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 necazuri de alt\u0103 natur\u0103.\u00a0 Oricum nu avea mari \u00eenclina\u021bii s\u0103 se uite dup\u0103 b\u0103rba\u021bi.\u00a0 Destui suferiser\u0103 c\u0103-i \u00een\u021beleseser\u0103 gre\u015fit prietenia.\u00a0 Avea groaz\u0103 s\u0103 se g\u00e2ndeasc\u0103 la faptul c\u0103 \u00eentre un b\u0103rbat \u015fi o femeie mai poate fi \u015fi altceva dec\u00e2t sincerele rela\u021bii de prietenie.\u00a0 Era grijulie cu fiecare, dar de la distan\u021b\u0103. Asta e.\u00a0 Cu c\u0103s\u0103toria n-avusese noroc.\u00a0 Dac\u0103 exista sau nu Dumnezeu nu era convins\u0103, dar dac\u0103 cineva se-ngrije\u015fte de noi, acel cineva fusese \u00eempotriva ei, credea ea.\u00a0 \u00cen privin\u021ba credin\u021bei de orice fel sau natur\u0103, ea trebuia s\u0103 vad\u0103, s\u0103 se conving\u0103 prin sim\u021buri. Filozofic vorbin avea o forma\u021bie \u015fi viziune materialist\u0103.\u00a0 De altfel la facultate studiase obligatoriu matrialismul dialectic \u015fi istoric despre via\u021b\u0103. Mama ei era profund religioas\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ana se descurca bine \u00een problemele de servici.\u00a0 St\u0103tea bine cu rela\u021biile. \u00cen deciziile arbitrajului de stat trebuia s\u0103 fie mult consens \u00een litigiile dintre \u00eentreprinderi.\u00a0 Avea \u015fi prieteni printre juri\u015fti consul\u021bi, avoca\u021bi, judec\u0103tori, procurori.\u00a0 Ce se petrecuse cu ea \u00een\u021belegea mai pu\u021bin.\u00a0 \u00cenainte de c\u0103s\u0103torie lucrurile merseser\u0103 bine. Nu au fost semene de \u00eengrijorare.\u00a0 Dup\u0103 experien\u021be cu ce a fost \u00eenainte de c\u0103s\u0103torie \u015fi ce s-nt\u00e2mplat dup\u0103 c\u0103s\u0103torie,\u00a0 avea o team\u0103 de ini\u021biativ\u0103 \u00een rela\u021biile intime.\u00a0 Teama de a pierde \u015fi ceea ce mai avea. Adic\u0103 lini\u015ftea interioar\u0103 care o ferea de complica\u021bii sentimentale.\u00a0 \u201eCred c\u0103 Victor n-o ia altfel de cum a fost,\u201d \u00ee\u015fi repet\u0103 ea\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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