{"id":2038,"date":"2017-06-28T22:58:06","date_gmt":"2017-06-28T22:58:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nymagazin.com\/?p=2038"},"modified":"2017-06-28T22:59:05","modified_gmt":"2017-06-28T22:59:05","slug":"silvia-goteanschiipoezie","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.nymagazin.com\/en_US\/silvia-goteanschiipoezie\/","title":{"rendered":"Silvia Goteanschii\/Poezie"},"content":{"rendered":"

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b\u0103iatul din amsterdam pub<\/strong><\/p>\n

fotografia cu pasiune o student\u0103 neagr\u0103
\n\u00eencercam s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg
\nla ce se g\u00eendea
\nc\u00eend chelnerul a sc\u0103pat ni\u0219te pahare \u0219i reac\u021bia lui
\na \u00eentrerupt curentul electric
\n\u0219i to\u021bi eram negri
\nnumai ea era alb\u0103 alb\u0103 ca lumina zilei<\/p>\n

ghiceam
\nare sau nu are bani
\no face din pasiune sau de nevoie
\nea r\u00eedea \u00eentr-o limb\u0103 necunoscut\u0103
\nr\u00eesul ei zgomotos intra \u00een aparatul foto
\nca o cascad\u0103 din zimbabwe<\/p>\n

eu desenam un iepure pe o mas\u0103 mic\u0103
\nviorica mea \u00ee\u0219i f\u0103cea griji
\nc\u0103 \u0219i \u0103sta fuge
\n\u00een aparatul lui foto ca \u00eentr-o capcan\u0103<\/p>\n

eu \u0219tiam c\u0103 iepurele meu \u0219i studenta neagr\u0103
\nvor face cas\u0103 bun\u0103 undeva \u00eentr-un hotel
\nla marginea chi\u0219in\u0103ului<\/p>\n

iar eu cu b\u0103iatul din amsterdam pub \u00een \u0219erve\u021bel
\nam s\u0103 plec acas\u0103 \u0219i am s\u0103-l m\u0103n\u00e2nc
\npentru c\u0103 atunci
\nc\u00eend nu \u00een\u021beleg nimic din ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103
\nm\u0103n\u00e2nc pentru cel pe care-l iubesc
\nc\u0103ruia \u00eenainte \u0219i dup\u0103 dragoste \u00eentotdeauna<\/p>\n

\u00eei este foame<\/p>\n

 
\n\u00eenaintea erei noastre<\/strong>
\n|
\ne noapte
\n\u0219i n-ar fi nimic dac\u0103 nu s-ar sigila
\nplicul \u00een care-\u021bi scriu te iubesc cu cerneal\u0103
\ndin otrav\u0103 de \u0219arpe
\npaltonul meu rupt l\u00e2ng\u0103
\ndin\u021bii t\u0103i mul\u021bi
\no farfurie \u00eentreag\u0103<\/p>\n

e noapte
\nsuntem o brigad\u0103
\nmergem la dezgropat pa\u0219apoarte<\/p>\n

ce amestec de triste\u021be \u0219i fe\u021be de circ
\nunii tac
\nla cusut saci
\nal\u021bii vorbesc f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eentrerupere
\nca ni\u0219te ma\u0219in\u0103rii nebune<\/p>\n

\u0219i ploaia cu efectul ei demachiant<\/p>\n

\u00een aceste momente
\nfac obsesie
\npentru ordine pentru asprime<\/p>\n

e noapte
\n\u00ee\u021bi scriu te iubesc post-restant
\n\u0219tiu \u0219tiu sunt o femeie foarte foarte veche
\ncu ochii c\u00e2t bomboanele barbaris
\n\u0219i-a\u0219 face un copil cu tine
\nhominis<\/p>\n

 
\nchi\u015fin\u0103ul de sear\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00een ora\u0219e nu se d\u0103 bun\u0103 sear\u0103
\n\u00een ora\u0219ul chi\u0219in\u0103u nu se d\u0103 bun\u0103 seara
\ndar se poate distra
\nse poate lovi din grab\u0103
\nvreun trec\u0103tor care te va \u00eembr\u00e2nci
\napoi va striga \u00een urma ta,
\nsuka*<\/p>\n

seara \u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u e bine s\u0103 nu te opre\u0219ti din mers
\np\u00e2n\u0103 nu ajungi la destina\u021bie
\nmai ales dac\u0103 destina\u021bia e de exemplu
\nteatrul de oper\u0103 \u0219i balet
\nintri \u00een sala mare
\nte a\u0219ezi cuminte pe scaun
\n\u0219i a\u0219tep\u021bi aria
\n\u00ee\u021bi imaginezi o gr\u0103dinu\u021b\u0103 cu magnolii
\n\u00een parcul \u0219tefan cel mare
\nacolo unde de obicei po\u021bi str\u00e2nge mucuri de \u021bigar\u0103
\n\u0219i sticle de bere
\n\u0219i asta numai dac\u0103 ai norocul
\ns\u0103 nu fii prea \u00eenalt
\nc\u0103ci \u00een\u0103l\u021bimea ta \u00eel \u00eempiedic\u0103 pe domnul
\n\u00een costum la patru ace din spatele t\u0103u s\u0103 se simt\u0103
\nst\u0103p\u00e2n pe situa\u021bie
\n\u0219i \u00ee\u021bi spune scr\u00e2\u0219nind din din\u021bi \u00eenceti\u0219or
\ns\u0103 auzi numai tu,
\nsuka<\/p>\n

seara chi\u0219in\u0103ul e foarte romantic
\nmiri cu frizuri alese mirese cu rochii de la odessa
\nmame chiri\u021be na\u0219i cu bmw X5
\ncare pl\u00e2ng
\nda pl\u00e2ng
\ne adev\u0103rat nu a\u0219a ca \u00een filmele indiene
\ndar au ceva aparte
\ncum ar fi a\u0219teptarea s\u0103 le prind\u0103 vreo lacrim\u0103
\naparatul foto
\niar dac\u0103 asta nu se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla
\nfotograful
\nnu va primi nici un ban,
\nsuka<\/p>\n

ieri un negru candidat \u00eenscris la studii
\nla universitatea de medicin\u0103
\npoveste\u0219te unui coleg \u00een englez\u0103 prin chi\u0219in\u0103u seara –
\nam fost s\u0103-mi iau o camer\u0103 la hotel
\no camer\u0103 bun\u0103 la un hotel \u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u te cost\u0103 peste
\no sut\u0103 de euro –
\nz\u00e2mbe\u0219te larg din\u021bii lui galbeni
\npe care eu i-am \u0219tiut de la tv \u00eentotdeauna albi
\nseam\u0103n\u0103 cu clapele pianului vechi
\ndin casa bunicii
\naceast\u0103 asem\u0103nare m\u0103 \u00eenduio\u0219eaz\u0103
\nm\u0103 \u00eenduio\u0219eaz\u0103
\nm\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc c\u00e2t de sensibil po\u021bi deveni \u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u seara
\nm\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc c\u0103 \u00eemi lipse\u0219te bunica
\ndar \u00eemi vreau din\u021bii albi \u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u seara
\nvreau un chi\u0219in\u0103u alb seara
\neu \u0219tiu ce vreau de la chi\u0219in\u0103u seara
\nvreau \u00een bra\u021bele iubitului meu la chi\u0219in\u0103u seara
\niubitul meu t\u00e2n\u0103r \u0219i alb
\nmult mai alb dec\u00e2t cear\u0219afurile de la un hotel \u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u
\ndespre care am auzit c\u0103 te cost\u0103 peste o sut\u0103 de euro
\niar el nu are niciun ban, suka<\/p>\n

\u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u nu se d\u0103 bun\u0103 seara
\ndac\u0103 ui\u021bi \u0219i faci gafa asta
\ntrec\u0103torii te vor privi cu sc\u00e2rb\u0103
\ndoamnele \u00een etate \u00ee\u0219i vor face semnul crucii
\npentru c\u0103 nu \u0219tii
\nnu \u0219tii c\u0103
\n\u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u nu se d\u0103 bun\u0103 seara
\nte vei sim\u021bi imediat necurat\u0103 ca cear\u0219afurile unui hotel
\n\u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u seara \u0219i sigur vei da banii aiurea pe un set alb
\nnou-nou\u021b de cear\u0219afuri la centrul comercial
\nsoiuz sau gemenii
\nun set curat \u0219i alb ca t\u00e2n\u0103rul
\npe care eu numai eu \u00eel iubesc \u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u seara
\nnumai eu, suka<\/p>\n

\u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u seara
\nb\u0103rba\u021bii sunt foarte puternici
\nse laud\u0103 c\u0103 ai fost a lor
\ntu tu sau tu nu conteaz\u0103 care dintre voi
\nai fost a lor timp \u00een care f\u0103ceai cump\u0103r\u0103turi la soiuz sau gemenii
\n\u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u seara<\/p>\n

\u0219i nu conteaz\u0103 cine e\u0219ti
\n\u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u seara
\nmam\u0103 obosit\u0103 care a lucrat peste program
\nc\u0103ut\u00e2nd ultimul magazin deschis \u00een drum spre cas\u0103
\ns\u0103 cumpere lapte \u0219i p\u00e2ine
\nelev\u0103 care a citit pentru bac la biblioteca ha\u0219deu
\ndin gargantua \u0219i pantagruel
\nidolatriz\u00e2nd pe barbara taylor bradford
\no tip\u0103 sexy care merge la drive \u0219i care va dansa pentru t\u00e2n\u0103rul
\npe care eu \u00eel iubesc t\u00e2n\u0103rul meu
\nagent de paz\u0103
\nalb ca spuma de la \u0219ampania de pe sf\u00e2rcurile ei luminoase
\n\u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u seara<\/p>\n

nu conteaz\u0103 cine e\u0219ti
\nc\u00e2nd mergi singur\u0103 cu g\u00e2ndurile tale
\ng\u00e2ndurile tale bune \u0219i rele
\nmai mult bune dec\u00e2t rele
\npentru c\u0103 noi to\u021bi suntem mai mult buni dec\u00e2t r\u0103i
\nc\u00e2nd din tufari
\nun evadat de la nr.15
\ncare fii atent\u0103 conteaz\u0103 mult pe aceast\u0103 latur\u0103 omeneasc\u0103 a ta
\nbun\u0103tatea
\n\u0219i care nu demult a participat la un master class
\n\u00een domeniul bunelor maniere
\nva s\u0103ri din tufari
\nte va dobor\u00ee la p\u0103m\u00e2nt se va uita la tine dulce lung
\nca la o cutie de bomboane bucuria
\n\u0219i \u00ee\u021bi va spune bun\u0103 seara,
\nsuka<\/p>\n

 
\nbronhospasm<\/strong><\/p>\n

orice cuv\u00e2nt al meu devine un sunet de \u00eempu\u0219c\u0103tur\u0103
\nun mu\u0219cat de g\u00e2t
\no noapte interminabil\u0103 \u0219i rece
\n\u00een care \u00eempart oamenilor r\u0103t\u0103ci\u021bi pe-afar\u0103
\nnasturi pentru paltoane<\/p>\n

ce frig o s\u0103 mai vin\u0103
\ndragul meu prieten stelar
\ncare stai sub plapum\u0103
\nla sute de kilometri distan\u021b\u0103
\n\u0219i pl\u00e2ngi prin somn<\/p>\n

\u0219i visezi cum tocmai
\nm-ai \u00eengropat sub un nuc uscat \u00een mijlocul gr\u0103dinii
\niar eu dedesubturi scriu peste p\u0103m\u00e2nt
\ndespre mine
\ndespre tine
\ndespre ei to\u021bi
\nnenoroci\u021bii care n-au iubit
\n\u0219i s-au pref\u0103cut
\n\u0219i n-au crezut
\nc\u0103<\/p>\n

peste p\u0103m\u00e2nt va da o ploaie incredibil\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi c\u00e2nd
\ntoate se vor topi \u0219i m\u0103 vei revedea
\nla fel de frumoas\u0103
\n\u0219tii, tu, frumuse\u021bea mea violent\u0103 de care mi-e jen\u0103 cum
\njen\u0103 mi-i de grija matern\u0103 pe care o simt
\npentru to\u021bi nenoroci\u021bii
\npe care i-am iubit<\/p>\n

m\u0103 vei privi ca pe o himer\u0103 cu un trandafir alb
\n\u00eenfipt \u00een laringe
\nvei vedea \u00een jurul meu cum se \u00eentind r\u00eeuri de lapte gras
\ncerul va fi ca o past\u0103 finetti<\/p>\n

m\u0103 vei dori
\nva fi ca atunci c\u00e2nd faci dragoste \u0219i te \u00eeneci
\n\u00een propriul pl\u00e2ns<\/p>\n

eu nu voi avea dec\u00e2t o mare dorin\u021b\u0103 de aer
\n\u0219i poate \u00eenc\u0103 aceast\u0103 grea\u021b\u0103 milenar\u0103 pe care chiar acum
\no fac public\u0103<\/p>\n

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